It’s winning

The only thing I’m sure of in life anymore, is that at the end of the day, I’m alone. Despite how everyone may say they are there for you, as soon as you even mention how dark it is in your head, everyone runs for the hills. As if I choose to have this darkness […]

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My demons and I get in fights about you Daily almost But of course it’s crazier then it sounds Theirs that naive cutesy side of me that’s hopeful and believes in everyone and magic and unicorns, and she also makes excuses for people when she doesn’t get any in reality Crazy right? It gets better! […]

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my love

I’d love you with every fiber of my being if you let me. That’s what you asked for, when you get it it’s not what you wanted. It’s too much at times but not enough at others there’s too many tears or there’s too many smiles there’s too many ups and there’s too many downs […]

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Self Destruct

The only time I can write is when I’m extremely depressed! Guess who is self destructing again!? That’s right, its me! I’ve been trapped at home for the past few days, as the weather here in Canada is an utter shit show! My demons have been feeding on me non stop, its been great! Filling my head […]

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New Year, new me?

As per usual I rung in the New Year sad and alone… but its my own fault. I always tend to fall into a deep depression at this time of year and of course I keep it to myself. I don’t open up anymore because I’m afraid people are so sick of hearing about it. […]

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Another broken heart

You went from missing me to showing very little interest. It’s fine. It’s how it goes. I work differently then other people. I try to be selective on who I invest my time in. when I click with someone, I stop talking to anyone else. But that isn’t how dating works these days, everyone’s gotta […]

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