You went from missing me to showing very little interest.
It’s fine. It’s how it goes.
I work differently then other people.
I try to be selective on who I invest my time in. when I click with someone, I stop talking to anyone else.
But that isn’t how dating works these days, everyone’s gotta keep all there options open.
This is why I have no self confidence.
Because I am never enough, or perhaps I’m to much.
But it’s my own fault. I fall to hard.
And I’m positive I’m cursed.
So that’s it.
I’ve literally given every ounce of energy I had left, and now everyone has used me all up.
I can’t handle the anxiety I get when I really like someone. Im naively over here thinking, omg a person I actually enjoy and click with, this is so rare… and to that person I’m just another notch on the bed post. I always feel more… and I always get hurt.