so i thought

I’ve always been a nice person, so I thought. I go out of my way for anyone and everyone. And more often then not I am taken advantage of. Not appreciated or just taken for granted. That is basically it in a nutshell… As much as I don’t want to become a shitty person. As […]

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am I the only one?

Its time for me to go on a rant… I am so sick of seeing all these little inspirational quote memes that tell you, you can’t love someone until you love yourself, or the only kind of love you really need is your own. FUCK THAT. That is such bullshit. Sometimes I hate myself, my […]

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A battle is going on behind my eyes. and every day, takes its tole on my soul. I don’t want to fight it, But I can’t let it to consume me. I’m so tired of questioning everything I feel. Thoughts always racing through my head, never knowing what is real. I need more reassurance, but […]

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sometimes you meet people that can just calm the chaos of your mind when you spend time with them. I have a couple people like that in my life and I am so thankful. I could be having the worst day ever and as soon as I see them, everything is okay. I am so […]

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i dont know

I want to give up. I am so beaten down, and broken. I try. God do I ever. Sometimes I even believe in myself. But not now. I don’t fit in this world. No matter how hard I try. I feel everything. I love to fast and to deeply. Always taken for granted.

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The sun will rise

It has been a week since my last post. I have done everything to keep myself busy. There were only a few moments where my mind pulled me into darkness. But I managed to pull myself out of them right away. I need to thank my friend Sam for being a trooper and helping me. […]

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